Outside I want to cry,
Inside I want to die
The life I live is a lie,
Often wonder who am I
Confused about where to go,
Got no one to tell me no
Now alone on the road,
I face myself and my very soul
I’m turned inside out,
My mind is full of doubt
I’m turned inside out,
What is my life all about
Fear is my left hand,
Anger is my right
In between is chaos,
I live alone all in the night
I’m turned inside out,
My mind is full of doubt
I’m turned inside out,
What is my life all about
I often wonder what’s it all mean
What does the future hold for me
Do I have a purpose and truly understand
Where do I fit into the master plan
Do I make a difference and who really cares
Will anyone miss me if I disappear
I struggle with the thoughts everyday
I’ve found no answers even when I pray
Through the darkness a single beam of hope
My friends teach me how to cope
The road of truth lies before me like a twisted vine
I live each moment one day at a time
I’m turned inside out,
My mind is full of doubt
I’m turned inside out,
What is my life all about
I’m turned inside out,
I’m turned inside out